Files
memory-infrastructure-palace/docs/projects/memorypalace/Apple Notes/Greg Feelings.md

18 lines
1.6 KiB
Markdown
Raw Blame History

This file contains ambiguous Unicode characters
This file contains Unicode characters that might be confused with other characters. If you think that this is intentional, you can safely ignore this warning. Use the Escape button to reveal them.
- [ ] I am fucking angry about how you describe how events go when your sharing your feelings
- [ ] They dont take into account the mental anguish, frustration and tediousness I experience when I try to talk with you about a topic related to us
- [ ] Then I get it thrown back on me that I should be asking for time and space which makes it feel hopeless
- [ ] When I try and bring up a concerning thing in a conversation I am berated for how long it is. After that and I bring it up again you reverse it on me that I am doing that to you. Yes there was acknowledgement later but we had agreed to do that first a foremost if it was a concerning thing.
- [ ] At the dinner table I ended the conversation with you in regards to your feelings
- [ ] Try to bring it up after how what you said affected me and i was deflected on with you saying you thought you were good.
- [ ] Before you said that I told you I didnt feel like we were good and I was concerned!!?!!
- [ ] It feels fucking hopeless always feeling in an argument that you have the upper hand or wont listen to what I say to the point Im just angry
- [ ] It all goes back to years ago me telling you I dont feel like your equal and here we are again with the same feelings
- [ ] Just. Fucking. Sucks.
- [ ] Its gotten to the point I do not enjoy being around you when we argue. I find it irritating and annoying to feel like different stories are being spun than the ones I am experiencing with you when in an argument.
- [ ] It feels like mental warfare and I feel Im at the point where I dont even want to hold on to try and push through. Id rather just drown
#Feelings