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- [ ] Dont feel like she has much of anything right now
- [ ] Dont want to wait push back talking to me
- [ ] Need to understand that place was in Monday getting call for ortho didnt want to be in
- [ ] Dont enjoy feeling like that
- [ ] Understand that it was a lot
- [ ] Pretty powerful emote feeling at the time
- [ ] Culmination
- [ ] Really hurt Charlie
- [ ] Feel responsible
- [ ] Shiver in shake feel powerless to stop his pain
- [ ] Second guessing not taking to london
- [ ] Not given best care
- [ ] Defeated
- [ ] Wanted to puLl on relationship when defeated
- [ ] Not place you wanted to be in but place you were at
- [ ] Yesterday acting insane comment hurt and felt insensitive
- [ ] Cant stop replaying in mind what happened
- [ ] If paying attention was big that she was living through
- [ ] Really upset about whole experience
- [ ] Later on Monday
- [ ] Upsetting
- [ ] Way I was aggressively talking to you
- [ ] Brought to attention to not talk like that deflected about feeling guilty and pressured to talk to Ken
- [ ] I was saying….
- [ ] Based around messaging Ken for answers
- [ ] I do t want to do that…business relationship
- [ ] Felt it was obvious you were not in a good place
- [ ] Anxious and unsettled and wanted yes or no on splint being ok
- [ ] Told her have to move on from anxiety all the time
- [ ] Invalidated
- [ ] Ultimately trying to advocate for Charlie as he depends on us to make med decisions
- [ ] Didnt know what Ken does so when I tried to explain she didnt get that he would answer
- [ ] Wanted piece of mind
- [ ] After I explained she seemed to trust me that she would get answer
- [ ] Experience in Chatham made it hard to trust med experience
- [ ] Be able to advocate for him and have a clear answer
- [ ] Couldnt be a grey area in her mind
- [ ] Willing to take Kens opinion on medical care
- [ ] Already feel like she let Charlie down once
- [ ] Should have fought harder in emerge
- [ ] Came down to on Monday not wanting to let Charlie down again
- [ ] Do everything possible to get him well again
- [ ] Doctor in chatHam said would have fibre next week coming
- [ ] Opinion was these casts are temp and wanted Kens opinion
- [ ] Short term till fibre cast
- [ ] Thinks fibre cast will give Charlie more mobility
- [ ] Changed attitude once got Kens opinion
- [ ] Was t sure if Charlies appointments were pushed back because of Chatham doc even though Charlie saw Ken
- [ ] Coincidence
- [ ] Really needed me
- [ ] Was in an emotional storm
- [ ] Needed a rock
- [ ] Very least not make worse
- [ ] Wasnt pretty
- [ ] Really big emotions
- [ ] Change one thing….
- [ ] Trying to stay more calm after getting voice mail
- [ ] Understand nothing happen that day anyway
- [ ] Dont let feeling powerless and defeated overwhelm her
- [ ] I could have…
- [ ] Would have been nice that upset to either leave her alone
- [ ] Call clinic and look after clinic
- [ ] Letting me know being aggressive to disengage
- [ ] I added more chaos into what was already chaotic
- [ ] Suggestion: keyword to disengage
- [ ] Wouldnt work for her couldnt see past what was happening at the time
- [ ] Helpful for me to say I can see you upset Im going to give you space
- [ ] If kids are hurt or screaming dont know how to describe
- [ ] Primal - need to act and need to make it better
#Christina