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  • She says she is sorry for not tuning into feelings earlier this morning

  • Sees that I was trying to share something. That was upsetting me and didnt give time it deserved

  • She can try in the future to ask if I want to share my feelings and use the framework

  • She was feeling defensive this morning because she didnt feel like her answer was good enough

  • I asked if there was room for my plate in the dish washer

  • She answered no she didnt see any

  • I then said I saw some and it makes me feel unimportant or overlooked

  • Made her feel badgered bc she already gave a full answer to question

  • She moved things around in the dish washer and in sink so she thought it was full

  • This whole interaction started by interrupting what she was doing at the sink

  • When she let me know she needed to get back to and and that she was being interrupted I told her to watch her words and that I didnt interrupt her

  • There was no attention given to words she was saying initially

  • She had to walk it back to let me know when I came in her back was turned and

  • She has asked to not have that happen

  • She is getting very frustrated by mental load she carries for family

  • She is constantly expected to be multitasking no matter what she is doing it is ok to come and pile more onto here

  • Its exhausting and upsetting

  • Even in the mornings been standing in the kitchen when she is on the couch saying when she has a second can we talk. That is interrupting and halts her in what she is doing

  • What we agreed on was waiting till she looks up or waving or talking

  • Last few mornings this has not been done

  • Need me and the kids to both respect when she is busy or otherwise occupied

  • Lastly if I can please ask or say I need to speak plain to share feelings it would be very helpful as several things were hurtful and made her feel bad

  • Telling her I am apologizing so that we dont. Have to have a deeper conversation or that she is hooking her claws into something. Or she is vehemently pursuing something. When not just phrased Im speaking plain is very hurtful

  • She realize she could also ask but she didnt

  • Was feeling flustered and frustrated by way with convo about dishwasher went

  • A lot of it could be avoided if I respected that you were doing. Something.

  • ESP if deeper convo about feelings should have been asked for

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