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  • How things went last night with Alice

  • Want to save after school time as decompression time

  • After school need time to relax

  • Without demands of cleaning

  • Few mornings ago

  • Feels like it would have been an opportunity to have genuine understanding and remorse for the way I talk to her

  • Interrupted so many times no longer wanted to talk

  • Response to not want to talk was … great

  • When asked to be mindful of words going forward as me saying great was tone deaf and upsetting in response she answered she just did t want to speak

  • When she said that I said it was sarcastic and not tone deaf and that she were trying to share her feelings

  • She was not just simply asking to be mindful of my words

  • Often combat her when trying to bring something to my attention instead of trying to listen and make her feel heard

  • Overall she is feeling really not great about way she been treated by me lately

  • Last two weeks in particular have been really hard for her

  • Been stressful with work and the kids birthdays and no appreciation or recognition

  • To top it off made her feel like garbage most times I talked to her

  • When she needed me to build her up and support her I just made everything harder for her

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