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#Christina #Feelings - - Dec 20

  • Feeling really exhausted and overwhelmed right now

  • Been treated really poorly by me last couple days

  • Have let me know she has a completely empty bucket

  • No attention given to that

  • Dont think I have made an effort to plan a state of the union or take Christmas stuff off plate

  • Continue to drive her emotionally into the ground

  • Comments this morning were really hurtful

  • About having time to listen about Alice

  • About having a panic attack on the phone and it was hurtful to you

  • Heartless to say

  • Yeah she could have clarified when I came to the bathroom door but didnt want to break down

  • Persisting it was about Alice means she needed to put her aside and Alice first

  • For me to shame her like she did y have time multiple times it sucked

  • As soon as she k ew it was about Alice she wanted to put Alice before herself

  • Wouldnt stop commenting about not having time

  • Not fair

  • She has Christmas stuff, Alice and mom stuff happening

  • How extra hurtful it is

  • Im dragging her down deeper

  • I can see the stress and how its affecting me but I cant look at her and what stress she is carrying