3.4 KiB
3.4 KiB
- Don’t feel like she has much of anything right now
- Don’t want to wait push back talking to me
- Need to understand that place was in Monday getting call for ortho didn’t want to be in
- Don’t enjoy feeling like that
- Understand that it was a lot
- Pretty powerful emote feeling at the time
- Culmination
- Really hurt Charlie
- Feel responsible
- Shiver in shake feel powerless to stop his pain
- Second guessing not taking to london
- Not given best care
- Defeated
- Wanted to puLl on relationship when defeated
- Not place you wanted to be in but place you were at
- Yesterday acting insane comment hurt and felt insensitive
- Can’t stop replaying in mind what happened
- If paying attention was big that she was living through
- Really upset about whole experience
- Later on Monday
- Upsetting
- Way I was aggressively talking to you
- Brought to attention to not talk like that deflected about feeling guilty and pressured to talk to Ken
- I was saying….
- Based around messaging Ken for answers
- I do t want to do that…business relationship
- Felt it was obvious you were not in a good place
- Anxious and unsettled and wanted yes or no on splint being ok
- Told her have to move on from anxiety all the time
- Invalidated
- Way I was aggressively talking to you
- Ultimately trying to advocate for Charlie as he depends on us to make med decisions
- Didn’t know what Ken does so when I tried to explain she didn’t get that he would answer
- Wanted piece of mind
- After I explained she seemed to trust me that she would get answer
- Experience in Chatham made it hard to trust med experience
- Be able to advocate for him and have a clear answer
- Couldn’t be a grey area in her mind
- Willing to take Ken’s opinion on medical care
- Already feel like she let Charlie down once
- Should have fought harder in emerge
- Came down to on Monday not wanting to let Charlie down again
- Do everything possible to get him well again
- Doctor in chatHam said would have fibre next week coming
- Opinion was these casts are temp and wanted Ken’s opinion
- Short term till fibre cast
- Thinks fibre cast will give Charlie more mobility
- Changed attitude once got Ken’s opinion
- Was t sure if Charlie’s appointments were pushed back because of Chatham doc even though Charlie saw Ken
- Coincidence
- Upsetting
- Really needed me
- Was in an emotional storm
- Needed a rock
- Very least not make worse
- Wasn’t pretty
- Really big emotions
- Change one thing….
- Trying to stay more calm after getting voice mail
- Understand nothing happen that day anyway
- Don’t let feeling powerless and defeated overwhelm her
- I could have…
- Would have been nice that upset to either leave her alone
- Call clinic and look after clinic
- Letting me know being aggressive to disengage
- I added more chaos into what was already chaotic
- Suggestion: keyword to disengage
- Wouldn’t work for her couldn’t see past what was happening at the time
- Helpful for me to say I can see you upset I’m going to give you space
- Would have been nice that upset to either leave her alone
- If kids are hurt or screaming don’t know how to describe
- Primal - need to act and need to make it better
#Christina