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  • Hurt about yesterday morning
  • Talking to her about butter on bagel
  • Realized I apologized but if Im asking if she is just tired felt like a dispute
  • Let me know didnt feel like framework but it was arguing
  • Wasnt trying to say I was lying just share feelings
  • Still feeling hurt and just needing time and I let you know how aggressive she was acting
  • Didnt wait couple hours like Dianne mentioned

Would feel nice to feel if she could have her own time and space for her own feelings

Without me putting mine on top and detracting from yours

  • I dont see the way I get
  • So hostile and talking to me sucks
  • About talking with food in mouth
  • Vibe of negativity and its nasty
  • Take a look at the way I am treating people
  • Doesnt mean start of the morning cant be different from later on in the morning
  • Felt like a deflection
  • Arguing with what she is experiencing
  • Instead listen to her instead of disputing her
  • Try and understand why she feels Im being aggressive

Had to ask several times for a break before I stopped This should never happen If she asks for a break then stop immediately

Its nasty and feels toxic and it sucks It sure why I get into these spaces Where its malicious and it hurts Sucks and it feels terrible Feels like Im out to get her

#Christina