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  • Felt frustrated last night at my response wanting me to be present and kind
  • That would mean everything to her right now with the place she is in
  • Felt overwhelming to give me tangible items to build her up
  • She meant what she said that she resents needing to tell me what to do to repair the damage I have caused
  • It might not be easy but she is worth the thought and effort to figure out what she would appreciate or enjoy from me
  • At times she is feeling drained sad and upset when talking to me
  • She wants to feel special and cherished
  • She feels happy when things are good but then anxious when a miscommunication happens and then dread the shit spiral that often follows
  • She feels defeated and unsuccessful when I am frustrated that what ever path she chooses will be the wrong one

Action items:

  • Look to build Christina up through actions and thoughtful things