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#Christina #Feelings - May 5 2023

  • Felt really. Crappy yesterday interacting with me

  • Few things brought to attention that I didnt fully attend to

  • One of them being mindful how things I saw come across as blaming her

  • Eg you trailed off while talking

  • Could just be could you repeat that for no blame

  • You were talking too quietly

  • Could just be I didnt hear you

  • Small changes that dont make her feel blamed

  • Second thing

  • Need to stop saying I dont believe it started out that way

  • When bringing something to her attention that is upsetting

  • Doesnt matter how it started

  • Trying to tell me an experience she is having

  • At some point that deserves attention

  • Just because things were fine earlier doesnt mean that she doesnt have the right to be upset about something later

  • When I say that, it makes her feel like she is being bc blamed for what lead up to something happening

  • Or that Im arguing that it shouldnt matter what happened because earlier in the day was good

  • Overall, need me to stop and listen to what she is saying

  • It shouldnt just be in feelings conversations and the framework that it gets turned around on her

  • I should be to talk to me and feel like Im valuing and listening to the words Im saying

  • Really defeating she cant bring something up to her

  • Makes her think Im disinterested and dont value what she is saying