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#Christina #Feelings - discussion 8/11/22

  • Feeling really hurt
  • Can be really unkind when Im upset
  • Doesnt feel like there is room for her to make mistakes in our relationship
  • If she does make a mistake I go out of my way to make her feel as shitty as possible
  • Let me know as soon as she was home she was sorry
  • While trying to apologize the facial expressions I was making were upsetting
  • Wasnt trying to minimize on it just get me to look how she was being treated
  • I was trying to show I cared but I wasnt going to do it again - seemed cruel and defeating
  • ESP if Im saying I see how hard its been
  • Why couldnt she have been given a bit of grace?
  • Was a shitty way to act
  • Next morning trying to let her know how she felt while I was with Charlie
  • Onus is on her to initiate the convo
  • Wanted to be heard that she was hurt
  • Something like “hey I fell asleep but would sure like what you have to say”
  • Feels really shitty when she works so hard for our fam and things that she does for me to be thoughtful
  • One mess up and no grace given