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  • I am fucking angry about how you describe how events go when your sharing your feelings

  • They dont take into account the mental anguish, frustration and tediousness I experience when I try to talk with you about a topic related to us

  • Then I get it thrown back on me that I should be asking for time and space which makes it feel hopeless

  • When I try and bring up a concerning thing in a conversation I am berated for how long it is. After that and I bring it up again you reverse it on me that I am doing that to you. Yes there was acknowledgement later but we had agreed to do that first a foremost if it was a concerning thing.

  • At the dinner table I ended the conversation with you in regards to your feelings

  • Try to bring it up after how what you said affected me and i was deflected on with you saying you thought you were good.

  • Before you said that I told you I didnt feel like we were good and I was concerned!!?!!

  • It feels fucking hopeless always feeling in an argument that you have the upper hand or wont listen to what I say to the point Im just angry

  • It all goes back to years ago me telling you I dont feel like your equal and here we are again with the same feelings

  • Just. Fucking. Sucks.

  • Its gotten to the point I do not enjoy being around you when we argue. I find it irritating and annoying to feel like different stories are being spun than the ones I am experiencing with you when in an argument.

  • It feels like mental warfare and I feel Im at the point where I dont even want to hold on to try and push through. Id rather just drown

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