- [ ] Yesterday morning made her feel again like I want her to feel as bad as possible while apologizing
- [ ] The analogy with blood in the water still feels very real
- [ ] Feels she came with a genuine apology and listened to and addressed individual concerns but the complaints did not stop
- [ ] It was that she doubled down, saying again I’m sorry that she should not have deflected initially and that she didn’t ask to apologize
- [ ] Feels really defeating when she is acknowledging when she is in the wrong to feel like I’m making sure she feels terrible and no grace when she makes a mistake
- [ ] Especially hurtful bc she wishes that she would get genuine apologies from me outside of the framework or her needing to breakdown completely



#Christina