#Christina #Feelings -  Apr 19

- [ ] Deserve to have her thoughts and preferences listened to and not be told they are irrelevant 
- [ ] Convos not one sided and deserve me listening to her
- [ ] Felt really shitty yesterday which I knew 
- [ ] Asked for one thing of me
- [ ] It spiraled 
- [ ] Continues to be a problem how I treat you when frustrated
- [ ] Feel very little has been done on my part to fix it
- [ ] Disappointing to her to feel like I mean so little to me that I can lash out like that
- [ ] From her perspective she has been really trying
- [ ] Date nights or nice things for me
- [ ] Trips or plans I have going on
- [ ] Looking for appreciation
- [ ] Been several times I’ve lashed out recently been really upset and talked to me about it
- [ ] Before I left for trip already upset feeling dismissed by me
- [ ] She doesn’t think much has been done since I have been home
- [ ] All times I have taken kids dinner cleanups etc 
- [ ] All negatives right now
- [ ] Tired and hurt
- [ ] Want to know when she isn’t going to feel like that from me anymore
- [ ] At a later time would love clarification on last few days and months she has been talking to me
- [ ] Not ok to just unload on her like that
- [ ] Don’t wait and unload on her
- [ ] Really sick of being unloaded and lashed out at