#Christina #Feelings -  - Dec 20
- [ ] Feeling really exhausted and overwhelmed right now
- [ ] Been treated really poorly by me last couple days
- [ ] Have let me know she has a completely empty bucket
- [ ] No attention given to that
- [ ] Don’t think I have made an effort to plan a state of the union or take Christmas stuff off plate
- [ ] Continue to drive her emotionally into the ground
- [ ] Comments this morning were really hurtful
- [ ] About having time to listen about Alice
- [ ] About having a panic attack on the phone and it was hurtful to you
- [ ] Heartless to say
- [ ] Yeah she could have clarified when I came to the bathroom door but didn’t want to break down
- [ ] Persisting it was about Alice means she needed to put her aside and Alice first
- [ ] For me to shame her like she did y have time multiple times it sucked
- [ ] As soon as she k ew it was about Alice she wanted to put Alice before herself
- [ ] Wouldn’t stop commenting about not having time
- [ ] Not fair



- [ ] She has Christmas stuff, Alice and mom stuff happening
- [ ] How extra hurtful it is
- [ ] I’m dragging her down deeper
- [ ] I can see the stress and how it’s affecting me but I can’t look at her and what stress she is carrying